Ottoke...

How? I found that I got homesick already... I cant do anything and I keep telling her I want go home and I miss home, causing she look very serious now... I should overcome it as soon as possible but the previous problem I also not yet solve, now got a new one!? Am I negative thinking person? Why recently I got so many problems? I really need rest already, I guess... Forgot it and be happy! Smile! Haha...

Nightmare Continue...

4 days pass already, I try to work and watch drama to forgot about it but I still remember I am a LOSER. My memory keep on flash back, I still remember my QC coordinator say 'She don't know what is she doing.' during my Industrial Training. I know I should let it go but sometime when you wish you can forget something, you will remember it more deeply... I keep on finding my way, my direction but I still lost...

I am the Loser

Today I feel so down, I find that I still the childish girl that I wish I could kill ‘her’ many years already but I still fail; I still the loser of my life. I can’t done anything perfectly, NO, is even completely. Ha! Just now, I even wish I not been born in this world. Why I am here? I am in this world? I am the rubbish, why I need to be here? I really don’t want in this world but I still here… I still the absence minder and childish girl, I still the loser… What can I do? Change my attitude? I try it many years before, I still fail, I am the LOSER… HAHA! Stupid woman!!

Fell Down...

Yesterday, after finish using toilet, on the way going back to bedroom, i fell down on the ladder... Whao!! Is really pain but now is ok, just some bruise on my leg, keke!!

My poor leg, now got some scratch on it...

Teddy Cafe Opening!

Hai, TEDDY CAFE is open!! Well, as a beginning I not decided to write too long, that's all for today, tata, we continue high tea tomorrow!