Today I feel so down, I find that I still the childish girl that I wish I could kill ‘her’ many years already but I still fail; I still the loser of my life. I can’t done anything perfectly, NO, is even completely. Ha! Just now, I even wish I not been born in this world. Why I am here? I am in this world? I am the rubbish, why I need to be here? I really don’t want in this world but I still here… I still the absence minder and childish girl, I still the loser… What can I do? Change my attitude? I try it many years before, I still fail, I am the LOSER… HAHA! Stupid woman!!
